This is my life,and I live with my mistakes

Remember my past? yeah it was very bleak, time where I started learning about life, truth, guilt, and lies. exactly 2 years ago. the start of my association and my friends oh I do not want to discuss it .. I just want to bury it in the time-in and forget it, because it was, I was begged you not to bring up all the time and do not discuss the time and do not ask about the period. so I ask you to plead to forget. honestly I was very depressed and anxious when he remembered that time or no time discussing it. I ask that you forget!! now I'm not my old, now I have changed, now I have understood the meaning of life. I do not view the eye! especially those talking about me in the back, coward!! I am writing this because my emotion,
emotional tears fall because of depression, shortness of my chest .. empty my mind .. nightmare !!!!! I hate this, THEY CALL ME A STRANGER!!!!!!!